Mantra

There are a lot of odds and ends that I've gathered over the years and one of them is a mantra (a kind of self-hypnosis) that goes like this :"Day by day, in every way, I am becoming more and more healthy, wealthy, loving, blissful and enlightened." But sometimes while I am repeating this mantra instead of the last word "enlightened" I come up with the word "ignorant". I don't know why it happens. Maybe someone out there can tell me why?